Shoot for the Moon....

Finally I realized that go for the dream is not that easy. Life is giving me obstacles in different ways. Yes, I want to be a fashion Designer. I want to start my own fashion house. But how can I? Nobody around me is helping me. They only nodding or laughing to my dream. Am I wrong?? Yes. Why should I wait till they help me....??? Sometimes I feel very helpless... And some times it take tears to my eyes. My dad... He is totally against my dream. My mom... she is little bit ok but she never doing anything my dad doesn't like.  What should I do now? Give up the whole dream? No way..... This is what I always wanted. This is what keeping me alive... I can't give up so easily.

I took the decision. I know there is no one to help. At least  no one to give me a courageous smile. But I have myself.  People might think it's silly. But I know how valuable it is to me. I'm going after my dream. My dream of being a designer. No matter what I'm losing, no matter who is laughing at my back, no matter who is pulling my leg... because my heart is get used to them. Pain  is no more a pain to me. Thanks to my poor soul. 

I started from the very beginning. I know I'm not that much good in drawing. But manageable.  So I started a sketch book. I searched so many things in internet and kept the first step. It is not easy. I know that. But my heart is singing... "Carry on"

WISH ME LUCK.... ;)

To my Little Star, With Love.....

I wanted to write my sinhala blog. Unfortunately I don't have sinhala fonts in my office computers.
So, instead of writing in sinhala, I thought to continue this with all  my feelings.

YES...
It's all about you my love. It's all about our love. I know, you are not going to read this. Some times you may don't know that I have this blog. But you may read this one day. You may realize that it's me who is writing all these feelings for you. That day you will definitely understsnd what my love is....

I know you love me. I know you care.. (at least in it's minimum point) But you still can't understand me. Eventhough it's nearly three years for our love, you hurt me as no one.
You might understood, yesterday was one of the loveliest day in my life. After spending the whole day with you, I was madly happy, overjoyed..
But in the evening you killed all my happy feelings. You talked to me just like am the biggest enemy of yours. I know I'm strong, strong enough to bear the pain and to love you with all these obstacles, but do you know my dear, I still cry when you hurt me. I still think why you hurt me this much. Do you ever think why I still bear this pain? It's not because I love this pain. It's because I can't leave you. It's because You are my one and only...
It's very difficult to bear all this alone. But I know I'm strong enough to hold on till you come to me. But promis me..
Promise me that you could give your shoulder to hide my tears when you come.
Love you more than ever. As I said you yesterday, I'm trying to keep our hands together, not letting them to go seperately, because I know both of us are incomplete without eachother.

LOVE YOU......

Fashion : A big blast...

I'm back after a long time. Days are little bit busy with these and that things. But somehow found a time to write something here.
I feel it's nice to talk about a common topic that have attention of all mankind. It's FASHION..

Since my biggest dream is to be a fashion designer, I have a pretty much interest on fashion. Actually what is the real meaning of fashion? Some one can say it is the way we wear, it is the way we select the combination of our dress colours, bla bla...  But, according to my thoughts, fashion is something we have in our minds. We always searching for fashionable things. We measure the fashion by the eye of the society. If they(society) appreciate the fashion, we think it's fashionable. But is it the true fashion?
As my idea, fashion is doing something that is different from others. That doesn't mean that that we should completely be different from others to be fashionable. There is a some kind of attractive fashion hidden inside every person. The people who recognize what their fashion is, are the people who are gleaming in the fashion world. Others who still going after the society's attitudes, are considered as ordinary people.
Fashion is related not only to the way, the colour of our dress. Fashion is everything. The way we wear, the way we walk, talk, our make up, way we behave in the society,  the words we are using, our smile... everything is related with fashion. Only the people who understand that can be the fashionable people.
Fashion does not need expensive dresses or accessories. It's just the way we combine the things we have. If we have a pretty good combination ability, every rough piece of cloth, every old piece of accessory can make a highly fashionable  man or woman.