Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Shoot for the Moon....

Finally I realized that go for the dream is not that easy. Life is giving me obstacles in different ways. Yes, I want to be a fashion Designer. I want to start my own fashion house. But how can I? Nobody around me is helping me. They only nodding or laughing to my dream. Am I wrong?? Yes. Why should I wait till they help me....??? Sometimes I feel very helpless... And some times it take tears to my eyes. My dad... He is totally against my dream. My mom... she is little bit ok but she never doing anything my dad doesn't like.  What should I do now? Give up the whole dream? No way..... This is what I always wanted. This is what keeping me alive... I can't give up so easily.

I took the decision. I know there is no one to help. At least  no one to give me a courageous smile. But I have myself.  People might think it's silly. But I know how valuable it is to me. I'm going after my dream. My dream of being a designer. No matter what I'm losing, no matter who is laughing at my back, no matter who is pulling my leg... because my heart is get used to them. Pain  is no more a pain to me. Thanks to my poor soul. 

I started from the very beginning. I know I'm not that much good in drawing. But manageable.  So I started a sketch book. I searched so many things in internet and kept the first step. It is not easy. I know that. But my heart is singing... "Carry on"

WISH ME LUCK.... ;)